Wednesday, February 18, 2009

eyes blinking in the dark
moving across a page
blocks of colour
eyes looking around
moving sideways, upways

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

today:

skinny vanilla latte
liberte no sugar fruit+oats

falafel sandwhich + barley/lentil chard soup

bread + hummus

6 slices mediteranean pizza with dip
toffuti cutti


yesterday:
coffee
beef pho, lemonade

bagel + cream cheese
bread + hummus
kalbasa
salami

barley + lentil soup with chard



sunday:

barley soup
veg + beef stew with beans and rice

tea + small sweet

chili
2 oranges
granola

sat:

pho + 1 chicken roll (non deep fried) with peanut sauce

pita and dip
curry noodles with chicken and veg

friday:

skinny vanilla latte + yoghurt
vietnamese noodles with pork and chicken + spring roll

lentil soup
chicken shwarma

lots of alcohol

thur:

skinny vanilla latte + non fat strawberry yoghurt

probably had more vermecili noodles at the thai place for lunch

korean bimbimbap for dinner

worked out - 30 mins cardio, 15 mins weights

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

breakfast (10am) - tall skinny vanilla latte, no fat strawberry yoghurt

lunch (1pm) - Vietnamese vermicelli noodles with pork and spring roll, tea

snack - 8:30pm - 10 rice crackers, 4 tbsp hummus

workout: 9pm - 10pm - 30 mins cardio (300 calories), 3 x 10 reps back abes, 3 x 10 reps abs

dinner: shwarma plate - with potates, rice + lentils, and salad with shwarma
2 small squares chocolate
tea

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

lunch - approx 1pm
chicken ceasar sandwhich (bacon and cheese)
half green salad
split pea soup

workout 6pm - 35 mins cardio, 2 3x10 reps legs, 1 2x10 reps arms

dinner - 10pm, lentil soup, samosa, spinach and phyllo, iced tea

Monday, September 22, 2008

I just need to bank 10-15 grande, then take a year off... and figure out what it is i do.

3 grand already down, another 3 in october, another 3 in november, and the final 3 before the new year. maybe just take 2009, for my own.

Friday, August 22, 2008

the advertising world and my milk goes bad in 2 days

the advertising world is a dark, dirty, despicable place, a place i try to avoid as often as i can, stay far far away from - until its absolutely unavoidable, at which point we have a run-in.

yesterday. here's how it works. you have an ad agency. the guys at the top, the hire the younger, most exuberant souls - just straight out of university, thirsty as fuck for the nectar of this decrepit land. foolishly all they see is dollar signs, hoping to continue being able to ware the designer labels, "business minded", they call themselves. these young folks, tho not my first choice in best friend mates, are actually pretty awesome and fun to hang out with.

i mean, we're all thirsty. we're all new. we're all pretty excited about the unlimited free drinks sponsored by our bosses.

but then there are the producers. the one level below the upper level. these folks are old, haggard, money hungry motherfuckers who say things like "i'm not gonna fuck them over, at least not that much". i hate these people. these are the people, where at the end of the night, you have a crowd of 6-8 young folks who can handle their drinks, and are living their prime, and then you have one of these motherfuckers in their 30's, drunker than any one else, fucking power tripping all over the place, talkin to you like you're dirt - they yell out grotesque things like "I NEEED WEEEEDDD~!! SOMEBODY GET ME WEED OR YOU'RE FIREDD!! HA HA HA HA HA"

i want to fuck these people with boulders man. i hate these people. these people ruin the whole idea of work for me.

these people depress the fuck out of me.

i ahte these people, and yet i know how to work them. you have to feed these people. its sickening, because they'll always think they're on top. but really, they are not.

i hate this world.

luckily, the people at my office are nice. they are humble. they are smart, but not people who look to fuck over others.

but the problem here is that i still am not being used at my job the way ineed to be used up.

i like the people. this was hard to find. and they potentially have aneed for me, as they are growing. they are dealing with one of the biggest ad agencies in north america, meaning they come with contacts and money and links. all of this is good.

but what good is it for me if i'm still not happy with what i'm doing at the end of the day?

i'm not going to get ahead of myself. i'm not going to leave the job because i'm sickened by the world in whcih they delve. but i AM going to give myself a time limit.

and if by december, i'm still cutting up pages and assembling flash files, i'm going to split.

and at the end of september, i am going to sit with my boss and explain to him my sorrows. he likes me. he wants me to be succesful. i want him to use me the best that can for the wage he is paying me.

but fuck is it ever frusterating.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

this week:

no personal doobs, and if personal's take place, only one.

figure out working space - sell old table, get new? maybe. but fix workspace problem.

get adobe programs on computer

fix josh's website

pump out card for talkie

finish luka/mila's fish

buy plates + candies + glue, begin plate project

go to yoga with karen

meet food styling guy on monday



monday: meet food stylist guy, go to ikea - check out tables and get blinds

tuesday: help stephanie, or see jordo+ company

wed: visit family in oakville, come home, work on plates

thurs: yoga with king